I Hate Him

I Swear i can;t take shit anymore. Its one more step and I'm leaving this stupid ass motherfucking family. This Niqquh is horrible. I been fucking told I'm lucky to have a damn family like this. what fucking luck is it getting yelled everyday what the fuck no one is perfect including me so if i do one little thing it turns into some huge argument and i end up getting hit anyways. i can't handle today i have 2 shirts and one pair of pj's in my heater and they wake me up at 8 am just to talk so much shit about this. i can't handlee this i really can't i used to feel like dying before for little shit but now no now can say anything because I have my reasons. being 14 and waking up to an abusive as fucking asshole isn't the best shit to have. i wanna leave out this house I'm fucking be threatened that if i leave this house or talk bad I'm going to DR and they're qunnah brake my face! i swear what fucking perfect family is anyone talking about. he says he'll brake my face and i can call the police if i want just know i will be dead in DR.

P.s.Wow What A Really Nice Family. Just Wonderful.

Thanks Gil.

I Was Just Layed Back Imagining Life. A Real Pretty House With My 3 Best friends Jamilka,Roselin And Gil. Lols. I Just Wished It Would Be A Really Nice Naiqhborhood. We All Had Great Jobs,Very Happy Lifes, Good Money (Straiqhht CA$H), And Party's All The Time. Evert Saturday Party's Taking Shots That's Just The Dream Life Isn't it. Though I Already Got One Inspiration Andd Thats Gil. He's Young And Is Already Starting Too Show That He Is Ready For A Great Life. His Utopia. I Just Wish I Had Payed More Attention Because if I Would Have Then No More Problems With My Father. He's Be Just Happy To See Me Succeed. Gil Should Be Proud His Life Is Starting To Turn Out So Great Already. I Wanna Just Live Life Right Now But Live Good. Thanks Gil Lols Youh Dead Ass Swear To God Your Inspring Me Already (:

I Hate Today

Today Was Supposed To Be Fun. I Had So Much Fun Sleeping Over Milka's Housee. We Dis Lots Of Stuff And She Took me To City Island For The First Time.i Was Bored And I Hit Up My BestFriend Gil. I Told Him How Bored I Was And He Hit Me With News Too Call Him. I Called And He Told Me So Reall Agrivating News That Got Me Crying. Something Hit ME As i Started To Cry Alott! I Put The Phone On Mute Washed my Face Quickly And Went Back To Talk To HIm. He Said He Might Have To Move And When He Did I Went On Mute Again. My Mom Asked What Happened Becaus ei Thrned Red And When i Looked At Myself I Was Turning Purple. Pretty Much My Heart Stoped. I Got Water And Pretented As Nothing Went On And Continued To Listen To Him. His New Struct Me Hardd. Gil Your The Best Friend I Ever Had, TrustWorthy,Fun,Funny,Im Never Bored With You,Your Always Making Me Laugh And Smile. Thanks Ilu Your The Fucking Best!

Dedicated Song To Gil: Best I Ever Had<33